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    Friday, November 30, 2007

    LAUGHS*


    ❤黑蝴蝶 -GLK ` VANESSAAAAAAA says : 笑一個吗 ! says:

    WE ,BUDDIES OF singapore ?
    pledge ourselve to be as CRAPPY
    AS SEXY
    AND AS HYPER
    REGADLESS of NBCCB ppl ,
    BUILD A ANTI ORHJIAO SOCIETY


    kenneth says:
    build an anti orhjiao society
    ❤黑蝴蝶 -GLK ` VANESSAAAAAAA says : 笑一個吗 ! says:
    then what ah ?
    kenneth says:
    hw i noe u
    kenneth says:
    u leader leh
    kenneth says:
    >,
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    BASED ON AHGUALITY and SEXYLITY
    kenneth says:
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    so as to achieve
    ❤黑蝴蝶 -GLK ` VANESSAAAAAAA says : 笑一個吗 ! says:
    CRAPPINES.HYPERNESS and progress FOR OUR NEHTION !
    ❤黑蝴蝶 -GLK ` VANESSAAAAAAA says : 笑一個吗 ! says:
    hahahahah
    kenneth says:
    crappiness.hyperness n progress for our NEHTION

    7:27 AM


    hellohello .
    meet zarboh ,walked down sp .
    meet up with cutezai.rabbit.weixiang.raynor.alvin .
    mrt to sbc , gavin came.
    went bugis find jeffrey.
    he was with BIGEYE ,manman & stranger.

    (#^$@)(*$#KNNBCCB(*&#_(*$*#!!!

    mrted back to tamp .
    NO MOOD uh .
    KFC-ed .
    home .
    45o .
    home .

    thanks fuckzai (:
    i guess i cant bear to let go uh ):

    YAY ^^ im gonna CUT HAIR TMR !
    WOOOOTS ~ its like ive waited 123456789 years alrdy ?



    7:00 AM

    Thursday, November 29, 2007

    rmb this , pee ?

    kinda happy with this uh (x

    gayxzxxz !

    mr.gay , mr.bendiren , mr.fast , mr.pink ?

    with cutezai ~


    hellohello.
    woke up by korkor ?
    watch tv ,
    bathed & went down meet lenaaaaaaaa ~
    walked down to sp ,
    saw buddy & called him shuaige ! lols ~
    went bball court saw jiemei,billy,weixiang,blablabla .
    walked to inter meet th rest .
    suddenly no mood uh ):
    then jiemei thought i angry ? :/
    bused down to geylang serai CC .
    watched them played match ,
    got a girl from manjusri took no. from cutezaiii ! haas .
    me ,cutezai ,lena ,billy ,pokemon ,guo shao ,guo liang ,weikiat went off first .
    bused to inter , wanted eat KFC uh !
    but too many ppl ):
    dinner with cutezai & lena at 4o6 .
    alvin joined us , went sp .
    went home with lena at 9pm -.-
    yay ^^ going out with zarboh tmr ,
    hope dad got give me extra KACHINGZXZ* !
    blowing bubbles out of my mouth again -.-
    goodnights ppl .!

    } gaahhhh .

    when you're gone ,
    th pieces of my heart are missing you ~

    7:01 AM

    Wednesday, November 28, 2007

    life. without you ;703012
    it ain't th same me anymore .
    after you left , everything changed .
    i wont be able to love anyone ,
    more than you in my life then .
    perhaps it was all fated .
    seeing all those memories you left me ,
    especially th one with my keys .
    how i wish ive met you earlier .
    maybe this is all my excuses afterall .

    9:59 AM



    alright . thats my lunch (:

    my dinner (:

    using phone edit (:

    hey you ! see my green eyes !


    hellohello .
    stayed at home whole day .
    i cooked my lunch&dinner myself ! ^^
    nice uh . gonna cook for gaaavin & buddy eat nxt tym (x
    alright , going bas tmr ?
    feeling kinda retard now :/
    sighs ):

    5:13 AM

    Tuesday, November 27, 2007



    to : jiemei (:
    guess you've really go through a lot ,
    jia yous eh ? we will always be with you no matter what (:
    me , rachael , yingxiu , wilson , kenneth , billy , & many other ppl .
    although i wont be th best shoulder
    or best listener to lean or to talk with ,
    if you have any probs can come tell me & perhaps we'll find ways to solve it ?
    really wanna tell you ,you are a strong girl man !
    you're doing well alrdy , trust me .
    not everygirl could handle it , alright .
    we do love you (:

    8:57 AM


    suppose meet fuckzai ,
    then her mum grounded her -.-
    bused down safra , saw weixiang on th way .
    billy & jiemei was there , played pool (:
    alvin came , followed by buddy , guoliang ,alex .
    lastly , bigeye .
    bused down sbc ,
    see teck ghee played match ,
    gavin came ,
    match ended , all bused back sp (:
    slacked , went riding with lena ,
    tombang-ed bigeye & lena ,
    they weigh th same ?
    went 45o waited for buddy ,he forgot his wallet -.-
    went home with lena (:


    pictures (:


    BIGEYE 's 100th point (:

    TECK GHEE vs ???forgot le ..

    final score .

    styled by meeee :D

    what's th top scorer doing ?

    posing again ~

    zhuai rights ^^

    alex.buddy.me.bigeye.jiemei.billy.guoliang.weixiang.gavin.alvin.

    snapshot ~

    peepee see my green contact lens (:

    8:35 AM


    YESTERDAY pictures (:

    guess this hawwt , sexy bitch ! hahahaha ! LAUGHS *

    this is emo ):

    bigeye posing *

    sweet eh ?


    8:29 AM

    Monday, November 26, 2007

    edited & uploaded pictures in friendster , go see uh ?
    comment them too (:
    CLICK HERE !

    alright , its 3.17am now ):
    my stomach is turnining & tossing inside ?
    feel kinda wierd :/
    going slp now -.-
    goodnights (:



    11:15 AM


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    cute huh .
    meeting fuckzai at my hse bustop 10 hrs 15mins later .
    coughing like madd now .
    im super bored because ,
    > baobei didnt msg me & he said he would .
    > gavin phone spoil & think he dozed off alrdy .
    > silly is still outside slacking .
    > no fuckzai to guai lan ):
    > bigeye sleep alrdy ~
    > miss every single one of them .
    > show on tv is not attracting my attention at all -.-

    9:55 AM


    hello.
    meet gaavin in th morning .
    slacked,
    accompanied him to sch .
    he went for training .
    meet up shaun erzi .
    he pei-ed me eat at 164 ,
    then he went home ,
    walked to poly clinic meet fuckzai & weixiang .
    fuckzai sickk :/
    slacked at sp .
    thanks lena for pei-ing me sit swing ?
    smked & drank ,

    } if tmr nvr comes .

    5:30 AM

    Sunday, November 25, 2007

    GREEN ! $28 gone . ):

    isnt it cute ?


    blackblack & BLACK !

    imma bad bad girl ,says mama .

    i looked damn shag :/

    while waiting ...



    ZARBOHS ! (x





    we were laughing like madddd ! ^^

    ambush *

    hope we dont see what we're not suppose to :/

    SURRENDERRRR !!!

    3 different pose *





    ryan surrendered , but zarboh ?!!!


    zarbohs hand (;

    oops . =x


    this is emo shitzxxsxz !

    EYE :D

    i love my tail (:


    PICTURE OF TH DAY (:


    hellohello !
    bathed & meet zarboh at 2pm .
    walked down tm ,
    28 bucks GONE !
    bought my green lens alrdy , kind heartache )x
    mrt-ed dwn east point ,
    walkedwalked ,
    went gandaddy hse ,
    his dog damn cute ,bodoh !
    first time i hug dog till so long ?
    slacked ,
    gandaddy's mother say she longlong time nvr see me ?
    then what i slimmed dwn ,wtf ? NEVER AT ALL OHKAY .
    & in her memory ,i was that too honest girl and stupidstupid one .-.-
    tmd , then zarboh at there laugh at me ! ):
    bused down 2o1 buy mac :D
    walked down 45o meet ryan ,
    slacked at 12th floor .x33
    before we go up got a black cat diao me ,
    then nvmm uh , GINN ME SOMEMORE !
    tmd , th cat eye sort of evil , 1st time cat ginn me sia ~
    went home at 6plus ?
    eat dinner ,then mummy let me go out again ! ((((( :
    slacked at 12th floor , took damn lot pics ! rahhh .
    73 of them .!
    meeting gaaaavain tmr morning Z.zZz

    } ask yourself .

    6:04 AM

    Saturday, November 24, 2007

    edited using my phone .

    see mahh hairr !

    sunset ):

    this top uh (:

    kinda kuku face -.-



    alright , i dont know what im doing -.-


    yours sincerly (:

    clipp up hairrrrr !

    th top i bought (:

    supper ):

    9:02 PM


    having tummyache now ):
    im bored ,
    pillow's entertaining me .
    for like 3 secs only ?
    hmm , stupid brain ,
    stop pondering on th stupid memories can ?
    gahhh , it doesnt helps at all ,
    alright , go cry now -.-
    yepp , i know im useless ):
    i hate those sleepless nights without your calls & gdnight msges .
    maybe im used to it ,
    & everything had changed too fast .
    too fast that i didnt had time to react .
    i used to be your everything ,
    yet now , nothing . nothing at all .

    7:49 AM


    this is random -.-


    aye !
    slept till noon ,
    waited for zarboh to end work .
    meet her at 45o ,
    walked down to inter ,
    mrt-ed to payalabar .
    walk around city plaza ?
    gosh , nvr gonna go there again .
    only 3 shops nice .
    cause they got nice cardi.s & skinnies -.-
    others like shitzxzxx !
    makan at KFC , lols . so many cheenas !
    bought a white top at thisfashion .
    walked to a shopping mall & saw one white silky tubedress ,
    so chio uhs ! $21 bucks only ,but no trying ):
    then didnt buyyyyyyy ! gahhhhh )x
    im really gotta clip up my fringe ! argh ,cant see a thing !tmd .
    went home early ? mom on phone screamed like .. #*&^$@(*&!@#*$
    saw ambulance under my blk -.-
    first thought = mom , lols ! kidding uh !
    gonna stay at home tmr ! ):
    feel like eating donuts now ! :/

    } gahhhhhhhh :/

    5:59 AM

    Friday, November 23, 2007

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    hello !
    im boreddd . smone still havent call my phone -.-
    dozed off le ? gahhhh ):
    added new wishlist >
    heard fuckzai's blogsong ! nice uh . haas !
    go listen !
    CLICK HERE !

    messing up my things & saw that lollipop ,
    read back my past posts ,
    i find myself so stupid uh ,
    wasted so much tears just on a relationship .
    finally i could let go , well , goodbye 210307 .
    it tooked 8months,3days of courage , boy .

    9:21 AM


    ohkay , im bored & ive plan things to do !

    OUTINGS :
    with hueiyin,engeline mom,gladys ahjie to KBOX (:
    with peepee , neoprintxzx andd photos taken !
    with zarboh tonningg ~
    with pillow tonningg ~
    with ahloyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy ,his promise~

    OTHERS :
    -do tys , read some books or newsapaper ?
    -stop EATING !
    - lose at least 7 kgs before i start my 2oo8 !

    7:37 AM



    i wanna cry sia , hearing this song ~

    hellohello .
    bused down airport meet gaaavin ~
    went T3 ? walked to T2 then gavin at T1 -.-
    slacked ,
    bused down sp .
    eat at 4o6 ,
    stil have to feed one big baby -.-
    walked gavin to 45o bustop .
    then he go home take money go queensway ?
    went 45o played bball with zarboh .
    went home early & slept on sofa -.-
    alrights , gonna slp early tonight .
    meeting zarboh gaigai tmr ? (x

    } i want my pillow ! ^^

    4:24 AM

    Thursday, November 22, 2007

    thanks fuck zai for th spongebob (x
    well , you could see there's a tweetbird & spongebob in this pic ^^


    weixaing & jordan siamed -.-

    its only cam !

    welcome spongebob !

    gahhhhh :DD

    roar .




    spongebob dance ^^

    yepp , he's strong !

    wdf , sorry eh .im a lil violent ~

    yellowyellow,EVERYWHERE !

    GAHHH ! spongebob is love .x33

    get to use th laptop !
    alright . for like 30 mins only ?
    gtg go slp alrdy .
    have to wake up early . urgh ~

    8:52 AM


    i wanna upload those photos i took with spongebob ):
    but th laptop is with brooooo .
    shag uh , ate too much alrdy .
    DAMN IT UH . STUPID HEADACHE .
    gonna sleep now . hope tmr can wake up ?
    im so gonna emo tmr ! (:

    } why did we ended up like that .

    8:37 AM


    song of th day shall be this >
    jiemei like ehh (x



    hellohello .
    woke up around 12 ?
    waited for fuckzai to wake up ,
    meet her 3pm at sp ,
    accpanied her lunch at 4o6 .
    she bought for me derh spongebob superduper CUTE bodoh .!

    } fuckzai , ai si ni le la ! .x33

    buddy & jiemei came .
    blablabla , saw alvin at sp ,
    yuxuan & brendon was ther too uh .
    they having bbq ?
    rachael & wilson came ,
    weixiang,jeremy & pokemon came also .
    went home super early eh .
    at 7pm (:
    daddy's girl mahh , hor hor ? haas .
    cause korkor , mummy & daddy called my fone to ask me go home .
    helped mummy to cut th potato ~
    guai hor ? haas .
    cam-whored with spongebob (x
    ohkay ,i know im retarded .
    i gonna shut up alrdy .

    } i wish everything could stay so happy everyday .
    pillowpillow , where are you ? (:

    3:43 AM

    Wednesday, November 21, 2007

    yay ! finally like change my blogskin ?!
    now is 6.02am . fck las .
    haas . like . finally ?! happy uhs !
    go slp le .
    see . my blogskin nice right ? so simple (:
    alright , i know th tagboard sucks ,
    idk how to change uh . wateva , leave it that way huh .

    1:45 PM


    luo zhi xiang's 舞所不在 playlist . FULL .x33

    TRACK 3 NICE ^^
    its 3.26am alrdy .
    gavin went burn his kitchen -.-
    & ps-ed me , gahhhh :/
    arm still hurting ,
    having a headache now ?
    gawdd , cant slp at night nowadays ?
    panda eyes , DAMN IT .
    i cant wait to get my spongebob ):

    } forever doesnt exist in my dictionary anymore .
    decieving myself doesnt help .
    gawwd DAMN FUCK IT .

    11:26 AM


    song for th day .
    buddy send me this song .
    nice uh , my blog song eh !


    aye .
    couldnt wake up today .
    woke at abt 3 ?
    missed sprfd's match .
    bathed & went 45o .
    sat at th six seats there .
    jason came , with a big grp of ppl uh .
    then zarboh asked him ,
    waa . diao zui ah . lols .
    played bball .
    suddenly like damn tired ? no strength uh .
    gavin & alvin came ,
    played bball agn ?
    went 12th floor slacked & puffed .
    siian uh .
    hurt my arm , super pain now ?
    tired like shit uh . i miss my pillow ~
    went home , onthway bought icecream .
    fuckzai came back le ^^
    she said she bought for me spongebob ?
    yessahhhhh xD
    tmr should be meeting her ?

    } i dont want everything ,
    i just want th old me .
    slack.smk.enjoy life (:

    5:49 AM

    Tuesday, November 20, 2007

    真的好lei .
    i wish someone can cut my gan qing xian .
    i dont wish to love anymore .
    you'll nvr trust me .
    all those words you said were just lies perhaps .
    although th feeling had faded .
    i didnt forget you at all .
    maybe everything is just pointless already .
    leave me , for good .

    8:41 AM




    i love this song !

    8:17 AM


    hellohello .
    woke up by lenaaaaaa ):
    then bathed & waited for gaaaavin .
    went visit ahloyy (((((((((((((((((((((((((((((:
    he can walk normally alrdy .
    went tm , cs , inter .
    then th match was postponed -.-
    went safra play pool ,
    bused to sp ,
    walked to 45o meet zarboh .
    slacked .
    went home .

    4:51 AM

    Monday, November 19, 2007



    im boredddddd .
    its 3.22am now .
    gtg slp .
    gonna put wax on my hair later when going out !
    so long nvr put alrdy can ?!
    i wanna cut my hair uhhhhhhhhh :O
    & buy contact lens :/

    11:22 AM




    alright . i want my memories to be washed away .
    gawwd or whatever powerful thgy ,
    pls help me erase my memories . thank you .

    8:49 AM




    i'll shall stop thinking of so many things eh ?
    im doodling on my books again ):
    i took out my TYS & wanted to do eh ? tmd .
    gahhhhhh ):
    whats happening ?!
    headache uhhhhh ))))))))))))))))))):
    frowns* x 123456789

    7:54 AM


    urgh . ):
    woke up in morning ,
    then dad didnt give me my 20 bucks for contact lens .
    waited for lena to call me ,
    called mum & asked wher's my cardigan .
    then she kpkb ask me not to go out .
    bused down paya labar ?
    halfway till 2o1 go down ,
    & bused to inter ,
    mrted to paya labar instead .
    walked to haig rd blk 5 ,
    knn , no ppl ?
    walked to geylang serai cc , saw hougang & river something playing match .
    called ,jiong.khai.gavin.limin. no one ans uh .
    fck mans .
    mrted back tamp & bused down tamp safra .
    pooled with buddy.bdon.billy.kelly.rachael.wilson.
    skill like shit can .
    bused down sp ,
    walked down 492 ,
    sat at mr.prata shop awhile ,
    went 45o play bball .
    saw zarboh . kinda idiot can ? cant even catch th ball . fck los .
    i dont know why uh .
    damn tired , today is a fcking suay day man .
    im so unhappy lurh ! cb ! all go die lurh .

    let thgs be this way ,
    i dont wanna change anythg alrdy .
    im fcking tired . ):

    6:13 AM

    Sunday, November 18, 2007


    to LING YING XIU & th other netballers .
    BON VOYAGE . & come back soon uh .
    im gonna miss you guys (:

    9:14 AM


    stayed whole day at home .
    kinda sian ji pua can .?
    gahhhhh )x
    eat a lot uhs today . die alrdy .
    gonna meet buddy at 11am tmr ,
    so, slping soon eh ?
    wanna go haig road blk 5 see them play match but dont know how go lurh !
    goodnights .

    } because you didnt care that much ,
    i hate it when you say you're busy
    & you gotta hang up soon . ):

    7:52 AM

    Saturday, November 17, 2007

    i hate morning ppl .
    gahhhhhh )x
    quarreled with mum this morning .
    fck uhs . go bang wall luh .

    } because i know i will nvr be th one to leave .

    7:58 PM



    was bored at home ..


    at redhill mrt stationnnnn :D


    peepee so high ?


    one year later .


    me.peepee.fuckzai .



    fuckzai & meeeee .


    me.penguin.ahneh .


    ahneh & me xD


    happykidds (:



    peepee for lifeeeee :D



    me.peepee.fuckzai.ahneh.dearr.penguin .





    buddies for life (:



    7:33 PM


    idontknow.idontknow.idontknow
    idontknow.idontknow.idontknow
    idontknow.idontknow.idontknow
    idontknow.idontknow.idontknow
    idontknow.idontknow.idontknow

    what to do :/

    cause you nvr trust me at all .x/33

    9:47 AM




    i know ive blogged abt this song before .
    but its so nice can ?

    9:41 AM


    hellohello.
    gonna post th pics when i get to use th laptop !
    meet up with dearr,ahneh & penguin at mrt ,
    mrt-ed to redhill ,
    peepee & fuckzai followed us at simei mrt .
    bused down to queensway ,
    it has been a year alrdy ?
    hahahaas xD
    mrt-ed alone back tamp meet buddy .
    buddy wore white skinnies (x
    buddy jiu shi buddy luh . great minds think alike .
    bused down tmart .
    th bus uncle super good can ?we like miss th bus stop at eastspring sec ?
    then he stop for us at th main gate . LOLS !
    waited for buddy's gan jie & bused down siglap's pizzahut .
    wrote form . really hope can get this job eh ?!
    dont knw tmr go wher eh ? ):

    } you will nvr know how i felt ,
    if you were th only one .

    6:30 AM

    Friday, November 16, 2007

    TAGS .

    aloy : hanahana . you win luh , i dont fight with ppl who cant run now ?!! opps =x

    qilong : hello ! didi . nvr jio me out ): later go your hse kidnapped your dog !

    raynard : hello JIAO !!!!

    tesha : alrights , not today ! busyy (x

    tesha : yepp (:

    siqi : helloooo ! siqiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii .x33

    7:39 PM


    hellohello .
    shall blog abt ytd .
    meet billy 12pm at sp ,
    he was late !urgh .
    played swing ~
    mrt-ed to pasir ris & waited for gavin .
    mrted down to aljunied .
    went BAS , boredd lurh .
    springfield started their first quarter ,
    & me,billy & gavin went off to sp .
    played bball lo . dont know why damn tiredd ):
    gaaaavin walked me home .
    stupid gavin , keep pushing me to th grass .
    ankle sprained still play , later break i laugh !
    evil*
    went home ,mum cooked chilli crab ?
    kinda nice (:
    sleep damn swt luh . haas , only someone know why eh .
    shhhh *
    gotta go out with th netballers now ,
    go make jerseys ?
    me,ahneh,penguin,fuckzai wearing skinnies !
    gonna cam-whoreeee ! xD

    } i dont know where did my feeling gone .

    7:28 PM

    Thursday, November 15, 2007

    hellohello .
    lena came my hse .
    bused down to safra ,
    played pool .
    ther's billy.rabbit.buddy.fuckzai.cutezai.jeffrey.''guoshao''.weekiat.
    saw nana dearrie with her frens ,
    kinda pissed off luh .
    cause they wasted my tym .
    bused down BAS ,
    th match started alrdy ..


    saw sean arron ^^
    so long nvr see him alrdy luh .
    hehs , thats him .

    saw tamp sec VS east view ,
    sort of thrashed them ?
    hahhaahaas . good job , tampines ~
    ate outside BAS ,
    went took bus back to TM meet gavin eh.
    then they fcuking slow , pissed me off .
    its like gavin waiting ? then still take their own swt time .
    then went off without them with lena & billy .
    rabbit & jeffrey came find us .
    they quarreled & almost fight ?
    jeffrey ran away to find buddy .
    waited th fckuing bus 65 for so long ! 30 mins #*&^$@# .
    saw someone topple down th bus ? lols , think he's drunk .
    bused back & was a lil du lan luhs .
    meet gavin at inter mac , then me,lena, him walk to my hse ?
    then bro at home ,lena jiu went home .
    sorry eh ! owe lena & gavin ! 0:
    hope everyone will be fine eh .

    } drifting apart .

    7:13 AM

    Wednesday, November 14, 2007



    its 2am plus alrdy !
    im gonna slp ! goodnights !

    } imissyouimissyouimissyou x infinity ~!

    10:13 AM


    edited this yesterday .

    if you were right bside me .

    stupid girl & her beloved hubby .

    so fierce !

    abit obscene eh ? hahahah .




    rachael so cute can ?!!!


    jealous ?

    supper =x


    hellohello .
    meet dearr.ahneh.fuckzai.jessica.khairul.duncan at foodculture .
    saw peepee.gekming.ahgong.kenneth.pat.celia at mac
    & chatted with them .
    i miss peepee loads ! ):
    went sch to shoot netball (:
    mdm loh came talked to me ,
    our conversation was like ...

    mdmloh : vanessa !!!
    me : run to her*
    me: orh hor ! dye hair !!!!
    mdmloh : eh ! shhhhh ! ( her reaction damn cute ,bodoh ! )
    mdmloh : so , how are you doing ?
    me : fine lo ..
    then blablabla ..
    me : i got new classmate lei !
    mdmloh : huh ? who ?
    me : ohh from temasek transfer here de .
    mdm loh : ohh . so you know him ?
    me : haas . just know de lo .
    then blablablablabla .
    she went fetch her children ..

    me.szeling.fuckzai.dearr.ahneh.jialing.jessica.susan hailed cabb.
    & cabbed down to springfield .
    super zai cans? two cabbs go in springfield . hahahahaha xD
    slacked around there ~
    makan at KFC !~ woos .
    went sp slack & went home with lena .
    cooked supper . ohmyTIANS . growing fcking fat lerh !
    cannot eat alrdy !!!!!
    gotta slp soon !

    } imu,baobei .

    7:04 AM


    that day photos (:

    yong gong ehs ! credits to dearr ! ^^

    cute luh ,they two ! ma ciam lil boyboys



    bought from chan hong ahgong ~! (:



    6:31 AM

    Tuesday, November 13, 2007

    VIDEOS .
    springfield VS riverside .
    learn from your mistakes , ppl ! (:

















    7:54 AM


    song of th day (:



    hellohello .
    im back ,from ball-ing . ?(:
    suppose meet him ,
    but didnt .
    i guess it was'nt impt afterall ?
    played bball with some of my sch de sec 4s ?
    lols , funny lurh , they all .
    then super tired , emo-ing th whole time ..
    went home .
    going watch springfield VS tampsec netball frenly tmr .
    hmm , JIAYOUS AH ! .x33
    thursday going see classmate play bball at BAS (:

    } forget abt everythg .
    including me (:

    6:19 AM




    thats my friendster song :DD
    called wake up ,
    after he bath & blablaa then come meet me ?
    hmm . im so sick ):

    12:15 AM

    Monday, November 12, 2007

    random .

    ohkay , im hungryyy right now ):
    how i wish there was sushi , raw salmon , blablablabla BUFFET !
    infront of me now .
    should i go slp now or what ?
    argh , my flu is killing me ):
    alright , go slp now ! goodnights ppl .



    8:33 AM


    Favourites :D
    Favourite colour : red.black.white.green.purple.grey.
    Favourite food : cheesecake!mangoICE!sushi!honeydew,mango&strawberries !
    Favourite movie :SECRET / INITIAL-D
    Favourite sport : NETBALL / BBALL .
    Favourite day : weekdays .
    Favourite season : autumn / winter .
    Favourite ice cream : chocolate.vanilla.strawbberry.mango

    Current ~ :D
    Current mood :super BORED ):
    Current clothes : shirt & FBT pants .
    Current desktop : laptop ?
    Current surroundings : peaceful .
    Current irritations : flu ):
    Current thoughts : tmr .

    Firsts :D
    First bestfriend : amanda (:
    First crush : starts with letter M .
    First movie : -.-?
    First lie : my fren hit me first ):
    First music : ask mom .

    Lasts ):
    Last drink : saliva .
    Last car ride : forgot .
    Last crush : himm ):
    Last called person :
    宝贝
    Last person called :
    宝贝
    Last CD played : dont know .


    Have you ever ... ~ ? O:
    dated one of your best friend ? : yepp .
    broken the law? : yepp .
    ever been arrested? : for ?
    been on TV? : dont know .
    kiss someone you dunnoe? : for ?

    Random 5things you're good at :
    o1- lame-ING .
    o2- attitude-ING .
    o3- NO-thing .
    o4-play-ING .
    o5- SLACK-ing .

    4 things you've done today :
    listen music.
    laughed.
    cried.
    crapped .

    3 things you can hear right now :
    music .
    aircon sound .
    laptop sound .

    5 ppl to do this .

    DEARR .
    GAVIN .
    BUDDY .
    PEEPEE .
    YING TINGTONG (:

    6:28 AM


    hellohello .
    was happy & sad today |:
    happy cause GAAAAVIN is my CLASSMATE xDD
    wore uni & went to sch happily (:
    meet ryan at 45o , bused down sch ,
    reach sch , was running away from fathul ,
    saw GAAAAAVIN buying books ,
    saw michael toh ! ohmyTIANS , suay cans , then run run run .
    lols , ran up third lvl , super hyper can ?
    drew dsigns , make fuckzai fall down , SORRY ! ):
    bused home ,changed & meet rabbit &ryan .
    weixiang was ther too ,
    walkwalkwalk then RAIN ! ):
    then th stupid weixiang keep showing off his umbrellaaaa ella eh eh eh eh eh KAOPEI LA .!
    ryan took umbrella down , shared with rabbit .
    then i shared with weixiang ,
    hahaaas , he so tall luh , then slippers so slippery .
    then must hold th umbrella also incase he fall . LOLS !
    waited for th others ,
    so many ppl luh ! like abt 20 or more ?
    bused down RP ,
    they played frenly matches ,
    bused back to sp ,
    pei-ed them eat , NOISY ppl ..
    played bball awhile jiu went 45o find zarboh .
    talked damn lot , cause i dont know why i feel comfortable telling my thgs to her ?
    hmms , then she pei-ed me walked to my blk then we go 7th floor .
    talktalktalk lor .
    then ask her go home cause 9pm show starting ,
    went home , chanhong ahgong called me go down buy ice cream from him .
    haaas , ohkay lurhhhh , jinan was ther too .
    tmr meeting 宝贝 , hope everythg will be fine .

    } F for finally .

    5:46 AM

    Sunday, November 11, 2007

    hellohello . .mood- i feel like crying .)':
    宝贝 called me ? tired );
    woke up at 8am ,
    slacked at home ,
    meet fuckzai at sp around 2 plus .
    bused down bedok ,
    went in pizza hut & write form ,
    kinda scared , first job mah ..
    walked around bedok ,
    saw samantha darling ,huiqi,renee& another girl .
    not more than one min saw amy & bella .
    got pasar malam eh ,
    saw green skinnies , i dont knw wanna buy that or new future derh ?
    new future colour nicer though .
    bought japanese pizza & bused back sp .
    slacked awhile ,
    STUPID WEILIANG , go squirt icelemontee on me ,
    then pour him back ,
    lena & ryan pei-ed me home change ,
    then mom dont let me come out ?
    fck mans .
    stayed at home , rot ):
    i think im having flu ?
    close windows& door, off-ed fan ,
    still take blanket ? fcking cold ):
    whats wrong with ppl on frenster ?
    so many ppl add me? lols . keep me busy eh?
    gonna wake up early morning tmr ,
    HOPE I GET TH JOB PLS !
    anyone wanna work on MON,WED,FRI ?
    keep me busy PLEASE !
    chatted with GAAAAVIN & JUNYIersansiwu.... on msn .
    was SUPER BORED ):
    kinda sadd , thanks junyi for cheering me eh . (:
    stupid gavin,so late still go out ,later kana bangala catchhhhh ,
    i LAUGHHH .
    宝贝called & said he was busy ?
    playing pool? hmms ,forget it man .
    goodnites .


    } tell me you dont love me at all .
    tell me what you said were just lies .
    tell me you wont be ther when i needed you .
    .x/33



    6:17 AM

    Saturday, November 10, 2007

    give up or continue ?
    i just cant stop pondering .
    i wasted so much time ,
    yet i still cant get an ans .
    fcuk manns . ):
    i want to be happy & madd like what i used to be ,
    but i guess no matter how hard i try ,
    its still th same .
    i can even lose to a lvl 6 opponent in on9 pool ?
    wdf mann . what am i thinking ?!
    maybe i'll just have to work to keep me busy .
    it wasnt easy to let go .
    should i tell you th truth?
    ive alrdy deleted all your texts ,
    but your contact is still there ,
    your name , your number , your photo ,how i addressed you ,
    i couldnt delete .
    those photos in my laptop ,
    are just all your unwanted memories .
    i fcking dont know what to do ):


    7:43 PM


    changed my blog song to this >

    最长的电影

    [00:15.73]我们的开始 
    [00:18.73]是很长的电影
    [00:23.20]放映了三年 
    [00:26.61]我票都还留着
    [00:31.31]冰上的芭蕾 
    [00:35.06]脑海中还在旋转
    [00:39.88]望着你 慢慢忘记你
    [02:02.82][00:46.94]朦胧的时间 
    [02:06.29][00:50.88]我们溜了多远
    [02:10.26][00:55.10]冰刀划的 
    [02:13.76][00:58.60]圈起了谁改变
    [02:18.70][01:02.95]如果再重来 
    [02:22.37][01:06.85]会不会稍嫌狼狈
    [02:27.19][01:11.70]爱是不是不开口才珍贵
    [02:33.31][01:17.86]
    [03:05.17][02:33.53][01:18.42]再给我两分钟 
    [03:09.23][02:37.75][01:22.20]让我把记忆结成冰
    [03:13.26][02:41.50][01:26.23]别融化了眼泪 
    [03:16.17][02:45.16][01:29.42]你妆都花了要我怎么记得
    [03:21.08][02:49.29][01:34.01]记得你叫我忘了吧 
    [03:25.26][02:53.60][01:38.11]记得你叫我忘了吧
    [03:32.08][02:58.01][01:42.80]你说你会哭 
    [03:34.17][03:00.45][01:45.11]不是因为在乎


    im so in love with jay chou songs ~!



    彩虹

    [ti:彩虹]
    [ar:周杰伦]
    [al:我很忙]
    [00:00.00]周杰伦 - 彩虹
    [00:04.22]作曲:周杰伦 作词:周杰伦
    [00:13.03]哪里有彩虹告诉我
    [00:19.17]能不能把我的愿望还给我
    [00:25.87]为什么天这么安静
    [00:32.07]所有的云都跑到我这里
    [00:37.47]
    [00:39.03]有没有口罩一个给我
    [00:44.99]释怀说了太多就成真不了
    [00:51.78]也许时间是一种解药
    [00:57.48]也是我现在正服下的毒药
    [01:03.24]
    [01:04.10]看不见你的笑 我怎么睡得着
    [01:10.68]你的身影这么近我却抱不到
    [01:17.01]没有地球太阳还是会绕
    [01:23.50]没有理由我也能自己走
    [01:29.54]
    [01:30.13]你要离开 我知道很简单
    [01:36.53]你说依赖 是我们的阻碍
    [01:43.82]就算放开 那能不能别没收我的爱
    [01:50.80]当作我最后才明白
    [01:56.10]
    [01:57.53]有没有口罩一个给我
    [02:03.35]释怀说了太多就成真不了
    [02:10.26]也许时间是一种解药
    [02:16.18]也是我现在正服下的毒药
    [02:21.29]
    [02:21.94]看不见你的笑 我怎么睡得着
    [02:28.30]你的身影这么近我却抱不到
    [02:34.93]没有地球太阳还是会绕
    [02:41.29]没有理由我也能自己走
    [02:47.34]
    [02:47.83]你要离开 我知道很简单
    [02:54.25]你说依赖 是我们的阻碍
    [03:00.85]就算放开 那能不能别没收我的爱
    [03:08.05]当作我最后才明白
    [03:14.25]看不见你的笑
    [03:16.24]要我怎么睡得着
    [03:18.25]你的身影这么近我却抱不到
    [03:21.49]没有地球太阳开始环绕环绕
    [03:24.71]没有理由我也能自己走掉
    [03:27.99]是我说了太多就成真不了
    [03:31.17]也许时间是一种解药解药
    [03:34.52]也是我现在正服下的毒药
    [03:38.32]
    [03:39.66]你要离开 我知道很简单
    [03:46.15]你说依赖 是我们的阻碍
    [03:52.72]就算放开 那能不能别没收我的爱
    [04:03.33]当作我最后才明白

    7:38 PM


    idontmissyou.idontmissyou.idontmissyou.
    idontmissyou.idontmissyou.idontmissyou.
    idontmissyou.idontmissyou.idontmissyou.
    idontmissyou.idontmissyou.idontmissyou.
    idontmissyou.idontmissyou.idontmissyou.
    idontmissyou.idontmissyou.idontmissyou.
    idontmissyou.idontmissyou.idontmissyou.

    i dont know why thgs turn out this way. :/

    8:58 AM


    jay chou song (:
    -我不配




    5:09 AM


    hellohello .
    slept at 6am in th morning .
    & woke up at 12 pm ?
    mum kpkb on phone , tmd .
    watch tv , use laptop .
    stayed at home whole day ?
    rotttttttttttttttttttts*
    blasted jay chou 's new album songs !
    so nice can ?
    especially ,

    pu gong ying de yue ding ,
    wo bu pei ,
    tiantian de ,
    & cai hong .

    i wanna go out tmr ,
    i want to run , i dont know why .
    i FKING NEED A JOB ! NO $ alrdy ! argh , mom dont let me buy lens ,
    & its like .. expired ! > :O

    3:48 AM


    jay chou's new songs ! .x33


    12:29 AM

    Friday, November 09, 2007

    catch me whenever i fall ,will you?
    i fallen for you alrdy ..
    but i know i still cant trust & love you that much .
    i really dont know what to do now .):

    7:55 AM


    song of th day (:



    hellohello .
    chatted with 宝贝 till 2am plus ?
    then he go makan & ps-ed me ):
    korkor morning like keesiao again ?
    keep calling me baby ~ & ask me pei him go down eat .
    ignored him , haaas :D
    continued slp till 2 plus ?
    lena came my blk & ask me meet her .
    sweet hor ? hahahahhas xD
    walked to sp ,saw buddy & th rest ,
    mrt-ed to BAS .
    watch match , AHS vs YCKSS (boys)
    AHS no.6 & YCKSS no. 4 shuai laa . (:
    AHS won .
    CCH(main) vs AISS (girls)
    th score drawed two tyms sia .
    then in th end CCH(main) won .
    mrt-ed back tamp ,
    went sp saw rabbit , jeffrey , alvin , cutezai , blablabla .
    bought dinner & went home with lena ,
    dont know why mind ji tao blank then spilled my drink on th table .
    tmd , then super fed up .
    i need to change my temper ):
    dont know tmr going wher , sighs ):

    } it has never been easy for me ,
    to pick up th courage .
    Yet everything didnt turn out what i expected .
    i dont know should we still continue .
    cause i dont want another history to repeat itself again .

    6:01 AM

    Thursday, November 08, 2007

    my hair like so long in this pic :DD
    happy ^^

    would you take me when its done ?

    turnturnturn xD FLY ~

    thats mommy (:

    thats daddy ! (:

    nicest pic taken :D

    i dont know what th fuck im taking ,
    this pic sucks totally .

    JUMP !

    BRIGDE :D

    see that small island ? cute hor ?

    fucking big fish (:

    i love to eat them (:

    when th sunsets ,
    i couldnt stop thinking of you .

    byebye , sun :D

    nice lighting , lousy cam ):

    octopus ('O')

    th night falls ,
    thats how beautiful is th ferris wheel (x

    super duper loves !


    hellohello .
    woke up at early morning >.<>:O
    went shopping ,
    didnt bought any shirt cause its like ..... so childish ?
    saw one quite nice ,
    but i look a lil retard in that ?
    saw that green skinnies ! omfg . they sell like s$25 ?!
    cheap luh , new future sommore .
    but in th end didnt bought ):
    ferried back , slept on th ferry ?
    first tym i sit ferry nvr headache sia !
    weets (:
    dinnered at harbourfront centre ,
    saw susan , junda .
    went home .

    } if tmr never comes .
    i hate th presence feeling that im gonna lose you .
    .x/33 ):


    5:44 AM

    Wednesday, November 07, 2007

    hellohello .
    woke up by 宝贝's msg .
    dreamt 3 funny dreams luh ,

    1st -fuckzai hair red till like ronaldmacdonald's hair !
    laughs*


    2nd -dont knw who chase or push me till i fall till jialat ,
    got one damn deep scar at left leg . >.<

    3rd -saw sotongAHKOR on bus with his friends ,
    then he said somethg funny to me , he damn cute lurh !

    bathed & meet lena at her hse downstairs ,
    walked to sp meet jeffrey,rabbit,buddy,weixiang & jeremy .
    mrt-ed to aljunied ,
    see tamp sec ppl play against ...forgot le ,
    haas .
    walton papa got play also .
    houhong's super tall can ?
    supported rabbit they all for their catholic high de match .
    catholic high no.9 shuaii ,bodoh !
    th no. 11 ? 12 ? 13 ? or 14 also not bad , super tall can ?!
    cute zai scored 2 , 3-pointer goal ,
    shuai la , cute zai ! super chio lurhs .
    till one girl wanted cutezai's number ?
    hahahas , cutezai's mii renn lah ~!
    in th end lost to catholic high , 20++ - 80++
    walton papa texted me ,hehs .
    kinda swt of him eh ? told me that he nvr say HI to me just now .
    pei-ed buddy & rabbit makan with lena ,
    went mac find jeffrey,jeremy,jordan,alvin,weiliang .
    waited for bus 65 so damn long can ? arghhh .
    guess what ? saw susan & pengshi on th bus (:
    sweet lurhs , then reached inter ler they hold hand go off ,
    xian mu sias ~! lols .
    went find mum&dad at tm ,
    they gonna change moneyyyy :D
    going batam tmr ? hope that th food there wont make me sick again ):
    gonna wake up 6.15am tmr !
    gonna slp soon , goodnights ppl .

    } things will be much better if we stay this way ? :/

    6:32 AM

    Tuesday, November 06, 2007

    buddy & me .

    rabbit & weiliang

    they are in th gym ~ weiliang's dimples so deep can ?!



    hellohello .
    wake up call by buddy again .
    vomitted gastric juice again ?
    think my gastric is gonna have a hole soon yep ?
    >.< yellowish sour liquid , yucks .
    bathed & went rabbit hse find him .
    mrt-ed down airport & went find work ~
    asked breeks cafe but vacancy full .
    then got this very cute girl working at there,
    lols . her name also vanessa ,
    so qiao can ? then .. kmmm , buddy should know what happen ah !
    haas , buddy called g-na to find work for us at marks & spencers ?
    mrt-ed down to aljunied ,
    lunched at some oldold coffeeshops ,
    rabbit & jeremy came meet us .
    walk to SBC ,
    saw ppl play match ,
    one red jersey guy no.4 super shuai la !
    especially whenever he shang lan . weets ~
    lena came , see a few more matches jiu mrt-ed back tm ,
    walkwalked , went sp .
    played bball , went cc with jeffrey & lena see rabbit & weiliang in gym ,
    went home (:

    goodnights ppl , i'll be meeting rabbit they all in th afternoon at sp tmr .
    hope they'll winn th match tmr ,
    weixiang sch also ..
    JIAYOUS PPL :D

    } do you know im missing you like hell.? ):

    6:27 AM

    Monday, November 05, 2007

    } maybe its all my fault .
    perhaps its really time for me to leave ,
    since you dont bother anymore ,
    all those misses are just wasted.
    waiting for your calls ,
    seeing whether my phone has recieved your msges ,
    thinking of what you're doing everysecs ,
    are just showing how useless am i in relationship .
    i shouldnt have start liking you .

    9:45 AM


    luo zi xiang's new mv ,
    damn shuai lurhs !



    i love this song so much , can anyone send me ?


    8:49 AM


    to my beloved ahloyy brother :
    although its rou maah ,but i miss going out with you guys !
    leg faster recover can ?
    i havent fufil my promise to you ! hehs !
    click this >



    myspace graphic is done on Gickr.com

    6:35 AM


    just now th pic .

    thats LENA ONG :DD

    fuckface )x

    copy her ?


    redd hairr xD




    can see that im bored ? ):
    siansiansian !
    i want work laaaa !
    LING YING XIUUUUUU !!!!!
    find time pei wo go job huntingggggggg !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
    or i'll BOMB youuuuu !

    5:58 AM


    suddenly , i miss th tyms going out with you all .. ):
















    5:28 AM


    aye !
    woke up by KENNETH TAN WEI LIANG's msg again !!!
    argh ! then lye on bed do nth ?
    million thanks to LENA ONG :DDDDDD
    for buying me my lunch (:
    she came my hse & used com .
    slacked till 3 plus ,walked down sp .
    see ppl play bball ? fuckzai training end came find us .
    went home with lena ,
    came use com again .
    damn shag today can ?!!!
    what a bad hair day ):

    } th feeling is not strong at all .

    4:44 AM